He Got an Angel Hand....

"I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work."
Thomas A. Edison

what is the first thing pop up at ur brain when u see this picture?

when i saw dis kids carving using knife at the claypots...it appear like this...."gosh!!!what a hand!"

the hand of angel...phew...

not a hand of god like Diego Maradona (fat-junkies-macam best)

obviously...

this kids have talents...

and hardwork...

non-stop practice...over and over again..

just like Thomas A.Edison...

who invented the yellow bulb...

my dad told me....

ohhh...

i miss my family i think...

alhamdulillah..thx god..finally my sister, nadia got MRSM..

after we pray hard...she wants it so much..i knew..

hopefully she got what she wants in future...

ok lah...

this friday my minor thesis exam..

pray for me...

sigh..

-end-

Burning For It....

"Like music on the waters is they sweet voice to me."


Bon Jovi
Burning For Love

I've been lied to, you been cheated
I've been cried to, you been mistreated
I've been watching you, you want action
You need love and I need satisfaction

[Chorus:]
I'm burning for love
Filled with desire
I can't stand the heat
And my heart's on fire
I can't get enough
It's down to the wire
I'm making my move, I'm looking for you
I'm burning for love

You're the victim it's in your eyes
I'm the suspect and love's the crime
Tensions mounting bodies shaking
I can't take the anticipation

[Chorus]

Now that I got you in my sight
Can't take another sleepless night
Oh, no, no
You can run but you can't hide
You're the only one I need
To feel the fire inside

[Chorus]

-end-

p/s: just lyric ain't poem...but it reflect everything

Insomnia...haiya

hello...reader..
its already 2 o'clock..and i still cant sleep yet..insomnia sokmo...
so what to do??
blogging lah kejap..
ok...1234...
i want to share about a wonderful photo i taken last weekend..hmmm in Pangandaran beach..
phew...

"Do not dwell in past,do not dream the future,concentrate the mind of the present moment"
look...
one oldman roaring a boat (is it correct??hentam je la)
i decided to put it in monochrome settings...
so it will look more dramatic..(ayat buku digital camera)...haha
location..green canyon..pangandaran...
living in Jatinangor..or Bandung...still ok2 la..people here still have money to spend..even richer
than in Kuala Lumpur...
yep its true...
but..
when u go outskirt..rural place..u will found people, kais pagi makan pagi,
kais petang makan petang...
this picture tell everything..
from my view of eyes lah...
cuba tgk his face...
seolah2 he's thinking like this..
"yes dapat gak customer..bleh bg anak makan"
or..
"why god make me like this??"
or...
"........."(mode otak kosong)
or...
"eh orang malaysia nie..bleh pau bnyk"
but..the truth is..Allah know the best...moga2 pakcik ni ikhlas...
but the point is...never ever forget others who really2 needs
and
"dont ever think a bit pun yang every poor man..they poor because they
dont want to study..stupidlah..."
come on man...
they just not lucky as we are...
-end-

ok...mata dah kuyu..bye...

nos importa

hello and salam reader....
nos importa....i got this from AL-Pacino movie.....Scarface...
nos importa !!!
nos importa!!!
NOS IMPORTA ya PALESTINA!!!!
WE CARE PALESTINE.....
ohhh...dari dulu till now doa dari kami nonstop.....
to brothers there...hopefully u will stay strong..stay fight!!!!!
when i was in sydney 2004..i got few friends from palestine and bosnia....
they shared how much they hate israeli...but not as much as us..trust me...
is like i can feel the're anger mate....
when i was 16 years old (i think)...i start to hear about this war...
actually this war already started like 100 years ago...ohhhh and palestine never lose yet anymore..how strong they hold it..alhamdulillah...
ok stop here..since i still lack of info about Gaza and all that...rather not to make up storrie..but
my doa..my support always here....always...i been trying my best to boycott everything..it's hard..but worth it for my brothers there....
this post...i will post a email i got from Razali Awang..forward by my mom....
who is he???one of reporter from TV3...who went there..to supply food etc...

Salam,

Semalam Razali Awang, pemberita TV3 yg pergi ke Gaza baru-baru ni, datang ke my company tu share his experience. Persatuan Islam Pekerja yg anjurkan. Razali ni tiap kali dia bercerita, mesti tersekat2 sebab dia kata dia tak dpt lupakan pengalaman yg dia akan kenang smpai mati. I ada things yg nak share yg buat I tak boleh tido mlm tadi: Mesir
Razali kata ni Firaun modern. Nama je Islam tapi dah very secular. Sanggup kencing di dinding2 mas jid. Mesir sekat sempadan ..the only way ke Gaza . Makanan dan ubatan2 sume rosak kat sempadan Mesir-Gaza. Sempadan Gaza and Mesir is 14 km long. Kalau lah tak de sekatan, rakyat Palestine takkan kebuluran... "Mesir lebih rela bersempadan dgn Israel drp bersempadan dengan Ha mas !" – Apa punya manusia ni, kata Razali Awang.
Khutbah Jumaat di Mesir mengharamkan khutbah mengenai keganasan di Gaza . Razali btau rakyat Palestin yg dia interview, kat Malaysia tiap Jumaat kami bacakan Qunut Nazilah dan bersolat hajat demi kesejahteraan rakyat Palestine … Berapa banyak checkpoint dia kena lalui kat Mesir…tapi dgn pertolongan Allah SWT lepas pulak..tapi perit nya..yg mintak rasuah…charge naik bas 500 meter is RM70!!! Memang sekutu kuat Amerika and Israel . (Eee…tak ingin hantar anak gi Al Azhar..lebih baik hantar ke negara Islam lain..UIA pun dah bagus!!!)
Gaza ( Palestine )
Terbahagi kepada 2 – Ha mas dan Fatah…Belah Fatah ada kasino! Kata wartawan dari Belgium dan Itali, the best strawberry in the world comes from Gaza !
Imam Shafie lahir di sini (sebak pulak bila dengar yg ni). Razali kata rakyat Palestine sgt berpegang teguh kpd ajaran Islam dan mazhab Shafie.
Org Palestine sgt baik dan friendly as compared to other Arabs esp yg kat Mesir tu.. Moyang Rasulullah SAW dikebumikan dia sini (lupa nama ..tapi dia mention Hashim….) Beautiful country, iklim Mediterranean .boleh kalahkan Los Angeles kalau tak kerana peperangan..
Ha mas
Memang kalangan yg rela mati sebab mati syahid. Rela mati anytime. Bila bersalam perpisahan dengan Razali dia org ucap "Kalau anda dtg lagi ke sini, adakah kita akan bertemu lagi"…like they know they can die anytime.
Tulang2 yg melekat kat dinding bangungan rosak, tak busuk walau dah berminggu! Mayat tak reput langsung, bila kubur dibedil oleh Israel …punyalah jahat manusia, kubur pun nak bedil konon tempat simpan senjata.
Ha mas ada 25,000 org...tak de senjata canggih tapi yg mati hanya 100 lebih je!! Ha mas ni beroperasi di bawah tanah and they are everywhere. They operate in small groups.
Isteri kepada yg mati syahid, hanya ada satu misi, utk berperang dan mati syahid supaya dapat jumpa suami semula di syurga.. Bagi mereka, kanak2 yg mati berada di sisi Allah SWT. Menurut seorang ibu yg anak nya mati syahid, hari ni sorang mati, esok lahir lagi seorang bayi..

Israel
Memang pengecut sebab tak berani perang one to one ngan Ha mas . Kat darat hanya duduk dlm kereta kebal. Pastu serang ngan bom pintar, bom fosforus dari jarak jauh. Dia org tau Ha mas ada penembak tepat! So, depa takut nak turun dari kereta kebal.

Kereta kebal Israel musnahkan tanaman seperti anggur dan pokok zaitun sebab tanaman ni makan mas a bertahun nak tumbuh balik. Biar rakyat Palestine kebulur dan tak de sumber pendapatan. Semua resolusi PBB, satu pun Israel tak ikut!!! Ada back-up besar lah katakannn...
Rakyat Palestine

Sedih Razali tengok dia org rebus rumput sebab dah tak de makanan. Kanak2 tiada cita-cita lain selain dari ingin menjadi pengebom berani mati kerana trauma melihat ahli keluarga dibunuh di depan mata sendiri!
Di hospital, pembedahan, jahit kulit ke apa ke…terpaksa dibuat tanpa bius. Sebab ubat dah tak de. Razali kata tak tahan dia tengok budak2 menjerit2 kesakitan bila kepala di jahit!
Dia jugak pergi sendiri ke dewan bedah yg telah dibedil dgn bom fosforus ..sebelum serangan ada few doctors sedang bedah pesakit….Razali kata tak de apa yg tinggal ..semua dah jadi abu!!! Ada la nampak serpihan tulang sikit2 here and there…Fosforus ni dia hancurkan kulit dan tulang…Nauzubillah. Ada banyak lagi..but too long to write. Razali Awang memang volunteer nak pergi ke Gaza ...So, inilah yg diceritakan oleh beliau.
Satu lagi antara pembekal rifle ke Israel selain dari USA is negara jiran kita ni ha...yg paling dekat...SINGAPURA! So Razali kata kalau kita shopping kat sana mcm kita sokong Israel .
So friends, kita terus doa dan berdoa utk keselamatan saudara Islam kita di mana jua mereka berada..
Wasalam.

The bellow photos are not a Movie Shooting or Celebrating a festival with crackers... its a school in Gaza .. this is the current situation of the innocent people in Gaza !
Make sure you read till last to know what is white phosphorus! and the effect!

( UNRWA SCHOOL IN BEIT LAHIA, GAZA , PALESTINE )

PLEASE PASS THIS MAIL .. LET THE WORLD KNOW

i knew...some people will hesitate my support here...i dont care...yes i dont care...
this is not try-to- find-cheap-publicity (gile direct translate)...

Brother's....we care......

Success Can't Be Achieve by A Single Brick

Assalamualaikum....
hello reader...
hmm its been a long time i never post anything here...
lets the story begin...i just past my hectic-hysteric-brain teared month....woh...
IT'S EXAM WEEK....
start from unbelievable submit thesis stress...MDE exam (tropical medicine block), OSCE (skills lab exam and SOCA (hmm i will tell later)...complete one month!!!!
wee...
lets start....
THESIS SUBMISSION....
ok...i bet in anywhere university harus ada minor thesis for graduation right??hahah...so do us from UNPAD..but it a little bit tricky here..just +/- 6 months to do this....
everybody here got 2 pembimbing....bkn pembimbing rakan sebaya..hahah...but Doctor ok...
mostly they are specialist...woh...
so what do u expect??SPEALIST...busy and busy and busy....
harder to meet...
harder to cooperate..
but still in humanism...
i got two doctor..Dr.Yogi and Dr.Lola...
both nice...Alhamdulillah...syukur aku...email-based doctor..easy to sms..and they reply...alhamdulillah..although i change my title for 5 times...but its still manageable...
but...i find hard way in get the surat perlepasan...for BIROKRASI2...haiya..sedih..
i dont want to elaborate more la..later after my thesis really success...now i waiting for minor thesis exam aka presentation...14-18 june...
woh...
MDE....( until now i still dont know apekah nama panjang here...enlighten me)
block exam...tropical medicine..its about most popular desease in south east asia...like denggue..
and many more..sampai bisul, panau pun kami belajar...hahaha..cool..but exam..snot so coll..
need to understand all the bacteriology..morphology..woh....easy to read and understand..but to memorize....thumbs down...hahah
like most doctors in Fakultas Kedokteran said ' the more u read, the more u forget'...yup..setuju..
hahah...woh
OSCE....
we learned about 28-30 skills lab per year (approximately la)...
and at the end of year...we need to perform it backs...
what skill??ok..this year we learned like lumbar puncture..sunat menyunat (i like!!!)..catheterization( put a tube of foley cathehter in genital so that we can drain all urine for people not so easy to urinate) and so on.....
ass always...learning was fun...exam...erkkk...during this exam...most specialized doctor come to test us...we got 12 station..which kami tak tahu yang mane satu...yang keluar...haaaa....
every station only got 10 minutes to perform then change to next station...this exam very demanding...detailed..everything must follow the procedur..hahaha...woh..
i failed 2 station..woh...basically nervous and too blanked..woh...
since we learned by mannequin aka patung2...we dont have it home la..so we just learned by video...and exam...
but we have remedial and i managed it successly..
now we go to SOCA....
APE NI???
inilah exam oral...for 31 case!!!!from respiratory block,genitourinary and genitointestinal and tropical medicine...woh...complete...
here we need to explain to 2 dokter penjaga....sorang2....from
Basic science...(anatomi,physio, histologi)
and clinical....( all pathogenisis and bla2.....)
clinical is hardest one la...31 cases...u need to put in ur brain...for exam...in 20 minutes..all your study for one year judge by only 20 minutes...either u a good student..or bad student...its there..
u cant explain...u failed...simple and no mercy...
i managed for good soca since 1st year...but in this year (4th)...haiya...i failed..
i got Tuberculosis case...
i still cant accept i failed which i think i can got A....see
woh..failed...actually the mark for our grade is like 50% MDE...50% soca...
got it...
so when i failed...possibilities to proceed to clinical year, in bandung....phew...cant happen...50% meh...
i cried...in my room when i got failed..i stress...its like i cant make it...although i have remedial..to repair it...which in the next day....i still cant get full marked..only 56 i will got although u got 100...thats the rule here..sigh...
aku down gile2...i need to read all case back..memorize it back...for less than 24 hours..woh...
becoZ we still dont know which case will come out next...
until the day i remedial...only managed to read 11 cases only....out of 31 cases...
aku gamble jer...woh...ALHAMDULILLAH i managed to past it...but
behind my succes in soca...
this is the story..
first i knew is from ALLAH swt....sumpah...aku hanya doa dan terus doa to give me the case that i can master and the doctor in charge the most kind people on earth...and it happened..
i got hepatisis B cases..tricky habes case ini...
hmmm...naseb aku dpat buat...
2nd...its from my parents doa...really from them...

they pray for me alot...i knew,,,thanxs to mama and papa...keep give me hope to proceed for medical course here..although its very hard here...(gambar ini saya tangkap yer...and kasi hitam-putih..ada old school skit mari la)
thanks mama n papa..my dad especially...dia pun cuak the day when he knew i will take remedial for soca...sampai sakit2 perut...laaa dia pulak sakit perut...hahaha...
3rd...all my fren here in Indonesia and Unpad student....
"the greatest gift of life is friendship"


Special thanks to my tribe....they teach me a lot that night...sampai sanggup tunggu until 3 am...sambil mereka tgk adamaya...woh!kalau la korang tak ajar hepatitis dgn elok2...mesti aku tak leh jawab la....
this is my GIRLFRIEND...she also worried about me...sorry to make u worried babe...he also encouraged me to keep on study...be my delivery girl direct to doorstep...makanan...nescafe..kratingdaeng(aka redbull)...phew...what a girl i get here...never ever let me down...thanks sayang

all the picture below is my happiest moment in Jatinangor terchenta ini...this is ali...i miss him... why never come to my house anymore...hope u ok2 aja....aha..


this is hazim....hehehe..he remind me a lot what purpose i take exam..not marks...but its for GOD...now i realised

besides me is Adib and fidot...thanks to cheer my life so far...bgus arr adib...u teach me how to simplified my liver lobules draw...ahhaha...apreciate that and also the HbsAG and so on...what a mnemonic...oh oh to touch...sambung sendiri...woh (u knew it..... pervert)this is Khalis...my rugby captain and also be a legend on the day of soca..and the day of remedial soca...woh...and i love u quote mate....biarlah mati kerana usaha...woh...
why legend???ehmmm its secret la...
thanks for ur word khalis....

the most left is hafiz...aha...also encourage me alot..always wake me up on exam day..thanks hafiz...aha..woh...
in center...is amer halimin aka the theorist....semoga hang jadi artist kelak...


this is TAIKO...hahahha..toughest people i ever meet but face is so nerd...hahha..on the day of remedial soca..he bought me a chicken foldover free of charge babe..hahhaa...what a supportive frens i got here...thaks encik taboo... this is flower...rose accurately...this roses all for u my frens....thanks....sangat2.....(gambar ini sy tgkp sendiri...no edit...just use a4 paper effect...)


all al my friend in KPBI FK 2006...thx sebab doakan utk aku...thanks sgt...
ok...
thx to wang sbb bagi tlg aku buat pathogen dan pathophysio hepatitis..aku ingat direct la
thx to Elis...help me alot with notes for remedial soca..thx elis , walau aku selalu taknak makan nasi toamto ko..tapi nasi itu sgt sodap yer kawan2..leleh air liur..
thx to fiza...help me a lot too..with all external culture of H.pylori...
thx to fb supporter...
(izyan and idyani)...pas baje hang tulis comment...aku trus semangat
fikri especially...never ending bg semangat kat FB and and in real mate....
hani...thx for herpes zooster not..trigeminal note...
zubaidah and rozi...concern bout my remedial...thx...rozi sori aku takda gambar hang la...
yah dan naqi juga...anda bg doa yang sgt makbul utk saya...thx...
FUAD...we in same room which both of us not in good marks...sabar fuad..thx to u ...semangat yang ko beri takkan aku lupa lah...
amy..zahidah and noris juga...endless support...thx gurll...u made my day...
lastly Kugen and sri pathie...thx bro...and we make succes for remedial...what a day mike.....woh
this blog i wrote just for people beside my success in remedial soca...kalau ada nama yang aku tak sebut or gambar takda...i'm sori....mungkin aku lupa...atau takda gambar but terus terang aku cakap...aku mengucapkan terima kasih buat kamu semua...terima kasih...terima kasih kerana doakan aku..terima kasih sgt......its just form me...lawa tak gambar ni...???

this is what i am right now...sangat lega...sampai terbaring...lega lepas dah settle semua ini...woh
and waiting for minor thesis exam...woh....hopefully i can make it to clinical year in
RUMAH SAKIT HASAN SADIKIN BANDUNG

THANKS TO ALL...
ALHAMDULLILAH SYUKUR

Bandung Rams vs Jago Dulu (the French)

23 march 2010...Tournament for rugby 15-side started...so our game start against Jago Dulu (played by The French who work in Indonesia)
the game started around 530 pm...weee..
Below is Jago Dulu Badges which they choose the Ayam's or Rooster as mascot..
our teams use Rams or kambing gurun,.heheehe
this is most amazing match that i ever played in my life..haha..we won..how?
IT'S COMEBACK!!!! we comeback at very last minute....last 2 minutes actually...

VS

Before i tell u more about the game..firstly let me show u our brand new jersey..see...red color..and i played for no.8 for the first time..like Rodney So'oialo...hahaha..like him!!!!played no.8 for all blacks for life man!!


this are some of pictures taken...i found it at Facebook..hahaha..some of Jago Dulu fotographer upload it...thx to Jago Dulu..

actually we struggled against them in 80 minutes...phew...

the French have a lot of ability to do field goal..they take most of penalty by kick and conversion...they only try 3= 15 points..and rest of it is conversion=6 points and one penalty try=6 points, because of Harwant Singh made obstruction..which make them total =27 points
during their points at 21..we leading at 25 points...during the fifth tried...its just 5 minutes left..so we taught we want delay time..defend till last..

then suddenly...(suspense mode)

one of our winger made mistake by unnecessary kick!!!
which make them tried at last 5 minutes...
they lead at 27-25..haiyo Wesley Masket...

last 2 minutes...

we played 'forward' only..we use excessively props..all from no1-no8...we run and hit..
run and hit again..we made around 80 yards..we dont pass to winger anymore..we only concentrate to 'forward'...we drive slowly..drive our last strength...
last 22 yards..danger zone of Jago Dulu..

and...we tried by Frances...thx man...hahahah...we won by 30-27 points..then ref end the war....
THANK U VERY MUCH to Muhammad Khalis..who took Captain armband and played as scrumhalf...our last try was his idea...

Alhamdulillah..we won it...
our bad is we lack of kicker..so every tried we made..we lost points against conversion..2 points lost...total try is 6..so we lost 12 points..if we can get conversion...12 points ahead them..haiya..we miss Hazim(most powerful; kicker i ever meet)

Yes i'm ready to do more and more tackles!!!

Clean Out...This is Our Ball Mate!

haaa...where u wanna go???come to papa

I've made a 30 yards run and stop by 3 french..hahahah..they leave me a lot of bruises

When u got tackled...Secure the ball is the main priority
(damn it..they stepped on me)

Run Adrian...run

YEAH...I LOVE HITTING PEOPLE!!!
TAKE THAT MATE!

I'm touched

This is A. Karigalan...one of penerbit filem bebas...
why i put him in this post?haaa...
ini berkenaan sebuah cerita yang aku ikuti dari akhbar Utusan Malaysia beberapa minggu ini..
this guy, just lost his childran,Hareswarral, 1 and half years old.
this innocent child death due to human torture..or disambiguation...
so sad...innalillah wa innalillah hi rajiun...
this unfortunate child suffer from 6 ribs rupture,liver damage, head and genital injury.
it is believe the victim been strangled until death.
for me, this is unacceptable!! 1 n half years old man...apakah salah si dia?
did he steal your wife? or revenge to his father?
salam takziah buat A.Karigalan.
hope Hareswarral get his justice!!

ok..
that a preface of my entry.
today, 23 March 2010..I'm shocked..just after 19 days of his beloved taken away..
he decided to donate his two house for neglected child..
Mr.A Karigalan...I'm salute u dude...
you just have a really2 big heart...just 19 days and u decide for this...
he really concern about child abuse and baby dumping (is it correct?hentam jer lah)
seorang insan,bapa...rasa terpanggil pada kempen Kami Prihatin or We Care by Utusan Malaysia..just want to prevent it to happen again in future...
ohhh~~~
YES I'M TOUCHED by this news...
Ya Allah swt..hope u can give me such a big heart..


BUT....there is always 'but' in my entry..hahhaa..
recently...some people put this kempen to political interest...haiyo...

kempen gini pun nak link dgn politic ka?

yes i know..sumenya bermula dari asuhan keluarga..asuhan agama yang benar..
tapi for like this situation, pembuangan bayi...dan dera anak2...

dari kita berdebat, bertikam lidah about kerajaan tak bagi pelajaraan agama yang betul, blame ibu bapa yang kurang ada ajaran agama, dan anak2 remaja yang juga kurang ajaran agama dan kuat bersosial (bad ways)...why not..

why not..we as Malaysian..stick together..fight this crime..think and discuss in one table, how to prevent this from meluas..maybe kena banyakkan rumah2 perlindungan seperti apa yang di lakukan oleh lelaki di atas....so at least...at least..the child have future..they still have right to breath in this earth..

just think if one of your family member, face this situation...
for exp..your sister, terlanjur..will u blame ur parents?
or your sister?---> yes u can blame..but will it change everything?

then..what will u do next?
dumping the child?
anak2 itu tidak bersalah...suci...

what if u are the child?
i know the best thing is prevent than cure..
tapi sudah menjadi bubur lambok dah..

if u blame why kerajaan dont do Hudud..
blame it..
blame it and keep blame it...
but is that only your action?blame and mocking people who dah terlanjur..
pikir2kan lah...
sedih dan kecewa.....biler tgk bangsa sendiri gado2...

p/s: yes i knew everybody will not agree to this entry..its just a piece of my mind..about this kempen..Daripada kita membebel, bercakap pong pang pong pang...DO SOMETHING!!!

Yes I'm tired all about political bullshit in my country!

next post...Gaza Bleeding