Success Can't Be Achieve by A Single Brick

Assalamualaikum....
hello reader...
hmm its been a long time i never post anything here...
lets the story begin...i just past my hectic-hysteric-brain teared month....woh...
IT'S EXAM WEEK....
start from unbelievable submit thesis stress...MDE exam (tropical medicine block), OSCE (skills lab exam and SOCA (hmm i will tell later)...complete one month!!!!
wee...
lets start....
THESIS SUBMISSION....
ok...i bet in anywhere university harus ada minor thesis for graduation right??hahah...so do us from UNPAD..but it a little bit tricky here..just +/- 6 months to do this....
everybody here got 2 pembimbing....bkn pembimbing rakan sebaya..hahah...but Doctor ok...
mostly they are specialist...woh...
so what do u expect??SPEALIST...busy and busy and busy....
harder to meet...
harder to cooperate..
but still in humanism...
i got two doctor..Dr.Yogi and Dr.Lola...
both nice...Alhamdulillah...syukur aku...email-based doctor..easy to sms..and they reply...alhamdulillah..although i change my title for 5 times...but its still manageable...
but...i find hard way in get the surat perlepasan...for BIROKRASI2...haiya..sedih..
i dont want to elaborate more la..later after my thesis really success...now i waiting for minor thesis exam aka presentation...14-18 june...
woh...
MDE....( until now i still dont know apekah nama panjang here...enlighten me)
block exam...tropical medicine..its about most popular desease in south east asia...like denggue..
and many more..sampai bisul, panau pun kami belajar...hahaha..cool..but exam..snot so coll..
need to understand all the bacteriology..morphology..woh....easy to read and understand..but to memorize....thumbs down...hahah
like most doctors in Fakultas Kedokteran said ' the more u read, the more u forget'...yup..setuju..
hahah...woh
OSCE....
we learned about 28-30 skills lab per year (approximately la)...
and at the end of year...we need to perform it backs...
what skill??ok..this year we learned like lumbar puncture..sunat menyunat (i like!!!)..catheterization( put a tube of foley cathehter in genital so that we can drain all urine for people not so easy to urinate) and so on.....
ass always...learning was fun...exam...erkkk...during this exam...most specialized doctor come to test us...we got 12 station..which kami tak tahu yang mane satu...yang keluar...haaaa....
every station only got 10 minutes to perform then change to next station...this exam very demanding...detailed..everything must follow the procedur..hahaha...woh..
i failed 2 station..woh...basically nervous and too blanked..woh...
since we learned by mannequin aka patung2...we dont have it home la..so we just learned by video...and exam...
but we have remedial and i managed it successly..
now we go to SOCA....
APE NI???
inilah exam oral...for 31 case!!!!from respiratory block,genitourinary and genitointestinal and tropical medicine...woh...complete...
here we need to explain to 2 dokter penjaga....sorang2....from
Basic science...(anatomi,physio, histologi)
and clinical....( all pathogenisis and bla2.....)
clinical is hardest one la...31 cases...u need to put in ur brain...for exam...in 20 minutes..all your study for one year judge by only 20 minutes...either u a good student..or bad student...its there..
u cant explain...u failed...simple and no mercy...
i managed for good soca since 1st year...but in this year (4th)...haiya...i failed..
i got Tuberculosis case...
i still cant accept i failed which i think i can got A....see
woh..failed...actually the mark for our grade is like 50% MDE...50% soca...
got it...
so when i failed...possibilities to proceed to clinical year, in bandung....phew...cant happen...50% meh...
i cried...in my room when i got failed..i stress...its like i cant make it...although i have remedial..to repair it...which in the next day....i still cant get full marked..only 56 i will got although u got 100...thats the rule here..sigh...
aku down gile2...i need to read all case back..memorize it back...for less than 24 hours..woh...
becoZ we still dont know which case will come out next...
until the day i remedial...only managed to read 11 cases only....out of 31 cases...
aku gamble jer...woh...ALHAMDULILLAH i managed to past it...but
behind my succes in soca...
this is the story..
first i knew is from ALLAH swt....sumpah...aku hanya doa dan terus doa to give me the case that i can master and the doctor in charge the most kind people on earth...and it happened..
i got hepatisis B cases..tricky habes case ini...
hmmm...naseb aku dpat buat...
2nd...its from my parents doa...really from them...

they pray for me alot...i knew,,,thanxs to mama and papa...keep give me hope to proceed for medical course here..although its very hard here...(gambar ini saya tangkap yer...and kasi hitam-putih..ada old school skit mari la)
thanks mama n papa..my dad especially...dia pun cuak the day when he knew i will take remedial for soca...sampai sakit2 perut...laaa dia pulak sakit perut...hahaha...
3rd...all my fren here in Indonesia and Unpad student....
"the greatest gift of life is friendship"


Special thanks to my tribe....they teach me a lot that night...sampai sanggup tunggu until 3 am...sambil mereka tgk adamaya...woh!kalau la korang tak ajar hepatitis dgn elok2...mesti aku tak leh jawab la....
this is my GIRLFRIEND...she also worried about me...sorry to make u worried babe...he also encouraged me to keep on study...be my delivery girl direct to doorstep...makanan...nescafe..kratingdaeng(aka redbull)...phew...what a girl i get here...never ever let me down...thanks sayang

all the picture below is my happiest moment in Jatinangor terchenta ini...this is ali...i miss him... why never come to my house anymore...hope u ok2 aja....aha..


this is hazim....hehehe..he remind me a lot what purpose i take exam..not marks...but its for GOD...now i realised

besides me is Adib and fidot...thanks to cheer my life so far...bgus arr adib...u teach me how to simplified my liver lobules draw...ahhaha...apreciate that and also the HbsAG and so on...what a mnemonic...oh oh to touch...sambung sendiri...woh (u knew it..... pervert)this is Khalis...my rugby captain and also be a legend on the day of soca..and the day of remedial soca...woh...and i love u quote mate....biarlah mati kerana usaha...woh...
why legend???ehmmm its secret la...
thanks for ur word khalis....

the most left is hafiz...aha...also encourage me alot..always wake me up on exam day..thanks hafiz...aha..woh...
in center...is amer halimin aka the theorist....semoga hang jadi artist kelak...


this is TAIKO...hahahha..toughest people i ever meet but face is so nerd...hahha..on the day of remedial soca..he bought me a chicken foldover free of charge babe..hahhaa...what a supportive frens i got here...thaks encik taboo... this is flower...rose accurately...this roses all for u my frens....thanks....sangat2.....(gambar ini sy tgkp sendiri...no edit...just use a4 paper effect...)


all al my friend in KPBI FK 2006...thx sebab doakan utk aku...thanks sgt...
ok...
thx to wang sbb bagi tlg aku buat pathogen dan pathophysio hepatitis..aku ingat direct la
thx to Elis...help me alot with notes for remedial soca..thx elis , walau aku selalu taknak makan nasi toamto ko..tapi nasi itu sgt sodap yer kawan2..leleh air liur..
thx to fiza...help me a lot too..with all external culture of H.pylori...
thx to fb supporter...
(izyan and idyani)...pas baje hang tulis comment...aku trus semangat
fikri especially...never ending bg semangat kat FB and and in real mate....
hani...thx for herpes zooster not..trigeminal note...
zubaidah and rozi...concern bout my remedial...thx...rozi sori aku takda gambar hang la...
yah dan naqi juga...anda bg doa yang sgt makbul utk saya...thx...
FUAD...we in same room which both of us not in good marks...sabar fuad..thx to u ...semangat yang ko beri takkan aku lupa lah...
amy..zahidah and noris juga...endless support...thx gurll...u made my day...
lastly Kugen and sri pathie...thx bro...and we make succes for remedial...what a day mike.....woh
this blog i wrote just for people beside my success in remedial soca...kalau ada nama yang aku tak sebut or gambar takda...i'm sori....mungkin aku lupa...atau takda gambar but terus terang aku cakap...aku mengucapkan terima kasih buat kamu semua...terima kasih...terima kasih kerana doakan aku..terima kasih sgt......its just form me...lawa tak gambar ni...???

this is what i am right now...sangat lega...sampai terbaring...lega lepas dah settle semua ini...woh
and waiting for minor thesis exam...woh....hopefully i can make it to clinical year in
RUMAH SAKIT HASAN SADIKIN BANDUNG

THANKS TO ALL...
ALHAMDULLILAH SYUKUR